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♫ I crossed the alley ♫ Ripped & Resynch by ErXi on Subscene
♫ Vines full of floral scent ♫
♫ Bicycles rode in pair ♫
♫ Brick walls were mottled ♫
♫ I follow the sunshine ♫
♫ But rejected by heaven ♫
♫ Loneliness were monsters with no shape ♫
♫ People whisper the most evil truth ♫
♫ Wind blows, blows up my thin clothes ♫
♫ Let's talk, talk about the candy you hid for me ♫
♫ It doesn't matter that I don't see the starlight ♫
♫ You are my sun in the dark night ♫
♫ Youth is like hide and seek that kids play ♫
♫ I am lost and forgotten at the scene ♫
♫ Hold my hands, hold your hands ♫
♫ Take me away, before irregular appears on stage ♫
♫ Let's sail against the river flowing with sadness ♫
♫ Sinking all the time ♫
♫ We just overslept in the classroom ♫
♫ And laughed about how absurd this dream is ♫
♫ Let's sail against the river flowing with sadness ♫
♫ Sinking all the time ♫
♫ We just overslept in the classroom ♫
♫ Why do tears keep falling down ♫
[River Flows to You]
[Episode 46]
Please don't joke like this just to make me feel better.
I appreciate your good will, but I don't think we should marry.
I am telling the truth.
Just hear me out. Although I fear getting married,
and even now I still think of marriage as a cage,
But I got to meet you and walk together
I think I'll be happier than living by myself.
At this moment in time, I need you.
You also need me. That's why I want to get married.
But, you want to get married today, but tomorrow you all of a sudden don't want to.
I'm telling you the truth, I will. I won't run away.
Because I understand now there is no perfect life. Marriage won't be perfect, either.
But there is one thing that I am for sure of
that we will both die.
So I want to die with you.
Wait. Wait. Wait.
Are you proposing, or are you murdering me?
Is there a difference? Do you agree or not?
Well, I think that this is a little too sudden. I need to think it through.
What do you need to think about? If you don't agree,
I will kill you right now. Agree or not?
No, I think yes.
This is about right.
You'll die for sure if you change your mind.
Sen Xi!
Hao Tian, why are you here?
How's Yi Yao?
Not well. Let her calm down alone.
Why did you come over so early in the morning?
I
What is it?
I need you to help me with something.
Can you call Du Du for me?
Du Du? Did you guys fight?
Didn't you guys go to the funeral together yesterday?
I upset him, so he is...
Not answer my calls or my texts.
He is also not going to the restaurant or coming home.
So, I can't find him anymore.
Don't worry, I'll call him.
Ok.
Hello, Du Du?
Du Du! Where are you?
I know we were saying things out of anger that do.
I haven't slept well since you haven't come back in 2 days.
I don't dare to fall asleep. I'm afraid if I'm asleep
I won't get to see you when you come back to get your things.
You...
I've made an appointment. We'll meet at the Department of Registration this afternoon.
Don't be so sad.. Du Du is actually very softhearted.
Talk nice and it'll all be fine.
This time, he really is mad. I'm fine.
Thank you. I'm leaving first.
Sen Xi!
Right, I have something to give you.
Do you remember this drawing book?
Of course I remember it.
My good friend drew this.
The one who secretly admired you.
She said that she already found someone she really liked.
She wanted to send this to you as a gift. Hoping you can be happy.
I'm leaving.
Sorry, I wanted to ask
how do you fill out the divorce paper
Why are you two divorcing?
If you don't love each other, it's loss of feelings.
If it's about money, then it's monetary dispute.
It's not exactly loss of feelings between us.
We don't have much asset, so there's no money problems.
Then it's difference in personalities?
Poor communication?
Or, spouse has bad habits, even domestic violence?
What was that, bad habits?
Yes, there are bad habits. My spouse really likes to lie.
In the beginning, she fooled me into marrying here. Then she lies about pregnancy.
She has bad... bad habits.
You have problems, too.
When something happens, you'd disappear.
I'm left all by myself in that small house that's full of memories.
It's a cold kind of violence.
I see that your problem is pretty rough.
Sign it. Sign it, so I can make it official.
Sign it.
You haven't finished your Bingo mission?
Do it, won't you? You're still childish.
Bingo.
Will you sign it or not?
Almost, almost.
Stay calm.
It's Super Bingo.
Pay attention.
It seems that we couldn't complete our divorce.
Isn't it because you really, really like me?
I know that it's always been a business alliance between us.
It's for the restaurant.
It's because I like you,
you dummy.
What did you say? My hearing is bad and didn't hear it?
Really?
I said, girl, you're fat again!
You have to follow your words.
You are the one who will stay with me til retirement and death.
You want me to be your filial son?
You dare to die before me? No way.
We always blow our worse temper at those that are closest to us.
We take it for granted
until we realize our mistakes.
We then regret when it's too late.
Mom, these sorrys
hopefully aren't too late.
Yi Yao!
I have decided to change my bad behavior.
But you, can't come back.
Qing Ming!
What's the point of you coming back now?
Are you crazy?
That blow was because I don't like you.
The next one is for Yi Yao.
For Yi Yao? What's the matter with her?
I was really crazy to leave her to you.
I trusted you so much before.
I let you take care of her, pamper her.
Have you taken care of her? She almost lost her life.
Where did you go?
What are you talking about? What's wrong with Yi Yao?
Aunt is dead.
It's too late for you to go to her.
Yi Yao.
I will wait for you at the door.
No matter how difficult, I won't give up on you.
Me too.
Then do you regret it?
You know the type of person I am
when deciding I will never regret anything.
I'm sorry to have let you suffered so.
Then you should pay me back.
I will pay you back with the rest of my lifetime.
I'll do the utmost I can
so that you won't be by yourself in the dark night. Believe me.
Yi Yao.
My explanations are useless.
I didn't fulfill my promise.
When you needed me the most, I wasn't there.
Before, I thought about it.
It's not worth it to fight over such a tiny thing.
For you, I can...
You also said before that you will never regret your decisions.
I regret three things.
The first is that I didn't realize my mom was dying inside,
and I didn't say anything nice to her.
The second thing
is that I didn't
stop her from getting the box from the refrigerator.
The third thing is
asking you to stop when you moved away that night.
Yi Yao.
No matter what
this kind of pain from intersecting entanglements is really hard to bear.
Qing Ming.
We should end this.
♫ I crossed the alley ♫
♫ Vines full of floral scent ♫
♫ Bicycles rode in pair ♫
♫ Brick walls were mottled ♫
♫ I follow the sunshine ♫
♫ But rejected by heaven ♫
♫ Loneliness were monsters with no shape ♫
♫ People whisper the most evil truth ♫
♫ Wind blows, blows up my thin clothes ♫
♫ Let's talk, talk about the candy you hid for me ♫
♫ It doesn't matter that I don't see the starlight ♫
♫ You are my sun in the dark night ♫
♫ Youth is like hide and seek that kids play ♫
♫ I am lost and forgotten at the scene ♫
♫ Hold my hands, hold your hands ♫
What is the most painful feeling about saying goodbye?
Perhaps it's not parting itself.
If life will end up in death anyway,
then every day is a day to say goodbye.
Without ever saying a fond farewell, then when the real parting occurs,
one loses the chance to say a final goodbye.
This is actually the most irreparable regret, right?
♫ La, la, la, la ♫
Yi Yao! Yi Yao, open up!
Yi Yao, we brought you breakfast. Yi Yao!
You try.
Yi Yao!
Yi Yao! Time to eat.
Yi Yao! Why don't you open the door for us?
We will bring you food and then leave.
Yi Yao! Open the door!
Let me tell you, yesterday there was a reply. From this morning to now
not a reply, no moving either
Yi Yao! Yi Yao! I
If you don't want to see us, we will put the food in front of the door.
No! No! We have to get her to open the door.
She can't be ending her life, right?
No. No.
Yi Yao. Yi Yao!
Yi Yao! Are you okay? Don't scare me.
Yi Yao! Yi Yao! Are you ok? Don't scare us.
You can't come in.
Let us go inside.
Yi Yao never drinks.
She's throwing up like this.
she must be feeling really awful.
Do you think she'll get over this?
It must be hard for her. It's too painful. I can feel the same.
You'd better not fight with me.
Doctor, how is it?
Nothing much. Throwing up a lot, needs water.
She's young, should not drink so much alcohol.
You can go look at her.
Thank you.
Let's let Yi Yao hang out alone.
Right now, we can only be with her. We can't do anything.
We can't let her continue to get depressed.
This house is like a wine cellar. It smells of such strong alcohol.
Be careful of your feet.
It's so hard to believe.
Even a strong-minded girl like Yi Yao can become so depressed.
How is this a home? it's like a trash pile.
Why don't we change the curtains?
With better light, Yi Yaoo will feel better, too.
Help me here.
Aren't you annoying?
If you fall and break your back, I'd have to serve you.
Just hold on tight, I'll be fine.
You won't fall.
Hold on tight.
Be careful.
Will Yi Yao accept us doing this?
Let time resolve it.
she will understand one day
catch.
Hold on well.
Because of this happening, I really feel how great a mother is.
We should leave once it's about done.
I think Yi Yao doesn't want to see me.
Hold on to it.
If anywhere doesn't feel good, you have to say.
Even though we can't do much to help you
but we have time to be with you
Du Du said that he would make balls for you every day.
Boss Kai also said she'd cook noodles for you every day.
the most important is that you need to believe that
all these things will pass.
let's go.
We clean up a little while you were in the hospital.
How is it? Do you like it?
We re-arranged the room some.
A person can get sick if staying in the same stale environment.
We threw away the empty bottles. Also, got two small new rugs there.
Also changed the curtain to be a fresh country style.
Hao Tian said your favorite color is blue.
So we changed the the bedding to a blue set.
It matches my blue shirt.
Yes, pretty good.
On the table are two bottles of vitamins.
Eat one a day.
Nurture you body back to normal. I don't want to see you in the hospital again.
Life is beautiful.
You need to look forward, don't always think about the past.
Where is everything?
Threw it away.
Whatever there is, you can see.
Who said you could throw it away?
Who told you to be goodhearted?
What do you to change things here?
Go! Go! Leave! I want to calm down by myself.
Go!
Leave!
Go now!
It's all my fault that I didn't tell her before.
How can we blame you?
The change is that big. No one can accept that.
Let time to heal her.
Why are there so many people here?
Who are you all to Yi Yao?
We are Yi Yao's friends.
I'm their neighbor, have been living downstairs for over 20 years.
I'll be leaving first.
How are you?
Hello.
Aunt
Please take care of Yi Yao.
If anything happens, tell us immediately.
I will.
Yi Yao is really a pitiful kid.
This situation
we neighbors can't do much to help her.
You should come often and visit her, okay?
Thank you, Auntie.
Let's measure your height.
Let's see how tall.
Let's see if you've grown taller.
Put down your toes.
Come.
Good.
You grew again.
Look, you were here before.
Is it really 1,2 centimeter?
1,2 meters.
Then can I ride the rotating flying chair at the amusement park?
Yep, daddy will take you to take off tomorrow.
Yay!
Little friend, why are you sleeping in such a lovely style today?
Your shoulders are shaking.
Why did you wear mom's high heels?
Let me see your face.
So scary.
Let me see. Ahh.
When did you put on mom's lipstick? Not listening.
Mom, when can I become as beautiful as you?
When you grow up and be mature?
But when will I grow up
Tomorrow?
Nope.
The day after tomorrow?
Still no.
The day after that? - Of course not.
The day after that day after day?
I'm going to spank you.
If the progress showing 100%
marks the success of a PC's update.
Being able to fly freely marks an eagle's growth to adulthood.
What about human beings?
Some people are old, but they have never grown up.
Others are still young, but have to bear heavy responsibilities.
In the long journey of a lifetime,
what marks
a personal's adulthood?
I forgot to tell you, your mom's shoes are fixed.
in the drawers.
[I can understand how you feel, but please don't be upset for long.
Aunt's clothes are in the closet.
The photos have been organized into albums.
The albums are in the TV cabinet.
There are sandwiches in the fridge.
If your hungry, go microwave them.
If you need me, I'll be here.
You told us to leave, so we left.
But we won't go far.
If you need us, we will run right back to here.
You want to die? If you don't eat well, you'd get stomach illness.
Speaking of yourself, you died first.
Hurry and go make food.
Do you want me to take care of you still?
You keep talking about death. It really happened.
I say what I want. You can't control me.
But you
can you please take care of yourself
You really let me worry.
Mom, then I'm going to eat.
Just eat it
Eating requires you to tell me
I learnt it from you.
Eat slowly.
No one is fighting with you.
Ever since you were little, eating is like a fight.
How is it like a women?
You are always talking, nagging, scolding.
No one likes your temper like this.
You should eat well too, or it's bad for your stomach.
Still talking about me?
I know, I know. So nagging.
Are you done?
Once your done, I'm leaving
Then, bye bye
Thank you, really.
[ Tian Tian and Du Du]
Yi Yao, it's good that you're fine.
Okay, I'll hang up.
If you want to eat balls, just let me know and I'll deliver anytime.
Okay, I'll let you go run your store.
I'll go over in a few days. Thank you.
It's no trouble at all.
Let's both step on it.
Ok, ending the call.
Yi Yao sounds good.
Say human words.
Get into character? Speaking octopus language?
Are the pictures up?
Let's start.
I plan to move out.
I will put the keys under the carpet.
The rent is paid to next month.
Wait for me. I'll be there soon.
A person's life
can have so many unexpected happenings.
Even the person that I thought I could argue with for my whole life
has suddenly left this world.
Only lived half a lifetime.
We argued this whole time.
In the end, it's still a loss.
Yes, Auntie Lin left so suddenly.
No one was ready for it.
You have to wait for me. I have something for you.
Ming Ming, if your dad really divorces me
you need to stand on my side
What are you talking about?
I will obviously be on your side.
I'll go get the door.
Why are you here?
I came to see aunt and you.
You came back and I haven't seen you return to work.
How is Yi Yao?
Can you help me with something?
Of course, we've been friends all these years. You can ask anything.
Thank you.
Mom Aunt.
Xiao Mi came.
- Give me that. - Auntie, it's like this.
The company needs Qi Ming to take care of some urgent matters.
If you don't mind, I'll stay here with you.
If you have work, go work.
Xiao Mi staying with me is enough.
Sorry to bother you.
It's no big deal.
Then you sit here.
I'm leaving mom.
This is what you said the big unit?
Have you become a real estate agent?
Yes, it's what I said, the big unit, and a VIP grade.
What?
Yours. Mine?
Since you are already homeless,
if I don't extend some compassion,
how can I live up to be your boyfriend?
This big room is for you.
Both bedrooms face southward.
This wall feels a bit empty. What to do?
I knew it.
I already prepared for it.
And these.
Milk!
Doesn't this remind you of when we were in the neighborhood's small garden?
Yea, this is when we were little
Actually, it's our secret garden now.
Yi Yao?
Can you please not leave me?
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you need me the most.
I don't blame you cause of what happened to my mom.
It's because we are too different.
We really do have too many differences.
But we were always different.
Ever since we were young, I never liked drinking milk, but you liked it.
I never knew how to copy the parents' signatures, but you knew how.
It's because we are different that we are together.
But the places that are different are too many.
Your family, our personalities.
It's not what we can overcome.
♫ Knowing each other is normal ♫
♫ Now that the lights are dim ♫
♫ The weather continues to be irregular ♫
♫ That's how everything starts ♫
♫ We miss each other once and once again because of destiny ♫
♫ Meeting each other is a coincidence ♫ ♫ Forgetting the umbrella is a pity ♫
♫ Like a love story that can't write forever happy after ♫
♫ How can I be cold-hearted and blame anyone ♫
♫ In the end, I understand love is just temporary ♫
♫ Afterwards, everything is my imagination ♫
♫ Like a love story that can't escape from circling around ♫
♫ I want to be the writer that stays out of it ♫
♫ We miss each other once and once again because of destiny ♫
♫ Meeting each other is a coincidence ♫ ♫ Forgetting the umbrella is a pity ♫
♫ Like a love story that can't write forever happy after ♫
♫ How can I be cold-hearted and blame anyone ♫
♫ In the end, I understand love is just temporary ♫
♫ Afterwards, everything is my imagination ♫
♫ Like a love story that can't escape from circling around ♫
♫ I want to be the writer that stays out of it ♫
♫ Like a love story that can't escape from circling around ♫
♫ Accidentally, all the feelings flush together ♫
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